I miss her! Lousy Sunday.....

I am missing my darling bambi terribly! It is just the third day without her and i am not getting used to it at all. She is obviously still waiting for us to fetch her home as Ah may jie jie says she will still sit by the door. :( How i wish i can fetch her back with us as life without her is so out of place. No more doggy following me around, i cannot carry and play with her anymore and no more special welcoming when i reached home. It is just that special bit that cannot be replaced. And i really am missing her badly. It is a sunday and it is more boring without her.

Just now, Liusi's little yiling come n visited us and she keep crying when she see me. Guess i am too fierce with her and she is very scared of me now. Even a touch from me, she will scrow and start to cry. Oh god,i wonder when will she get used to us.

And i am still coughing. No doubt about it. I am getting fedup about it. Ultimately, i will go to see chinese doctor. Ultimately, my childcare job is very tiring for me to recover fully. Not feeling good at all without Bambi around. Just feel like complaining.

Advanced Birthday celebrationS

I've been receiving birthday celebrations one week before my actual birthday. On Friday, went to Jessie's house and she, her husband,geraldine and angie celebrate for me. It is a short but nice one.

Today is a unlucky day for me but it ended up with pleasant blessings! We the blogger girls, initially planned a wonderdul outing together. Unluckily,i fall sick and could not join in the fun. Jasmine asked me for my address and i "warned" the girls not to come my house as i do not want to spread the virus to them. When i am about to lay on my bed for my 2nd round of sleep, i heard noises at my door. My mother is asking someone who she is looking for. I quickly climb up out of my bed and was so surprised to find jasmine holding a PRETTY cake with the rest of the gang (may,shuyun,phyllis,yenping)standing beside her. While i am struggling on which key to open the door, the girls start singing me a birthday song. Real touched!! I quickly invite them in my house and we sat down to cut the birthday cake and settle for more hearty chat. The cake that Jasmine bake sure look and taste good! We took some pictures but it is not with me, got to check out May's blog for that. You will see carole in her run-down home clothes while the rest of the girls are prettily dressed up! What a contrast!

Felt real guilty that i could not bring the girls to Union Square and have fun. Next time ok my darlings!! And i will always remember the surprise you girls gave me! :)

Still, we got to part..

No matter how much you love somebody, u got to part with he/she/it one day. Why did i add "it"? Because today issue is with Bambi. Due to my niece, Bambi is decided to be put away in my sister's friend's house for as long as two years. Or should i say till Liusi and KK accept that dogs and small children can be together. As Bambi's fur is always dropping, it has become an issue for Liusi bringing her beloved daughter over. Of course i cannot blame Liusi for not allowing her yiling to come over due to Bambi's heavy dose of fur. And between bambi and yiling, yiling is still the choice. I hope my bambi will have no difficulties coping with her new caretaker and environment. Bambi got to go this saturday. I am sad, real sad.

Something to brighten you guys up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXcecmyAgXg&NR

Guess what!!

There is this interesting test which can let you see which celebrity you assemble most. And mine, mostly japan girls all the way!!! Hee hee!!



And if i wear specs, i will look like...


God...i look like an odd ang moh lady n 2nd choice is a handsome guy. So is better to put my lens on..!!! heehehehe!!!

Overcoming my Fears

In my life,I am most fearful of 3 things - Swallowing Medicine, Wearing Contact Lens and Swimming.

Recently, i am down with cough again and i did not bother to watch my diet. So ended up, my breathing tube also got a bit infected. Doctor call me to go home and rest. I have an easier time eating my medicine now as i can swallow them down now!! Yoo Hoo!! 1st fear overcomed.

Tommorrow is jessie's wedding and i am one of the Jie Mei.Actually, jessie wants us to stay one night at a hotel today but in the end, she call it off. I have take a day off in advaned so today i am on leave and free. Spent some time resting cause of my horrible cough and i start to wear my contact lens. Has always fear to do so as i am scared of putting something in my eyes. I spent some time physchoing my brain...

"Contact lens belongs to your eyes...it is part of iT!!"

With that,i keep telling myself that it is fine and i had it in in less than 2 hours. I find that pyschoing my brain to believe in something is very important to do to overcome my fear. 2nd fear overcomed.

Now, the last thing i need to overcome is swimming!! By then, i think i need to tell myself

"You belongs to the ocean, you are a fish!! SWIM BABE!!"

HAHHAHAHAH!!! OOPs....:)

What a day!

How blue can a Monday get? Definitely not like mine! Or should i say, how RED can a monday get. Well, things go like this...

My morning session class has just finished and i am done with my duty. So as i am packing the children's shelf work, another teacher is with me in the room. Let's call her Teacher Y. Teacher Y and i are chatting about our school's concert things when child R and child D walk past the classroom. R is a K2 boy and D is a Pre Nursery boy. Both are in close terms and the older one always took care of the smaller one. But sometimes, R may be too rough. R is tickling D and teacher Y calls R not to do that. Before i know it, i heard a loud bang with some noises similair like someone hit on some box and D went crying. He cries horribly loud and i quickly turn and look at D. D is laying face down on the floor and his right hand is holding his head. I quickly help D up and say "It's ok." I removed D's hand and realised his whole hand is full of blood. (Silly Carole for a few seconds thought is RED PAINT) I went into great shock and quickly lead him to a brighther area and blood is dripping down profusely from his head!! Teacher Y went "oh god!" and quickly rush for help. I am too much in shock to do anything while teacher went away for a few seconds and soon my supervisor came. She quickly pull a piece of toilet paper and apply pressure on D's head. I went for the first aid box. At this point of time, D is already surrounded by teachers and all of us fly off to carry out my supervisor's instructors. D is quickly sent off to clinic with his shirt full of blood. Even R's T-shirt has his blood too.

I couldn't help thinking of the whole incident while i am eating and having my afternoon session. The poor boy is sure suffering as the cut is deep and need 2 stitches! Oh, and the bloody scene, it is scary. the blood flows like tap. Lucky it is being stop within a short period of time.

I have always been very careful with children as i am scared that this kind of thing could happened. And now that it really did with my presence, i will be much more cautious of the children's safety.