LIFE IS FULL OF CONTRADICTIONS
Seeking for a job...
Typed my resume and have just sent it to Huiling as she said she will helped me edit it. Have browse through the joblist from NCSS and none of them are what i want. I hope i can see more job opportunities in these few days. I wish my next job will be a good one!!!
Have been starting my freedom life....woke up and exercsie at home every morning. I still have some errands to run but are still not done yet. ANd that, includes, sending the letter to update my passport!! Aim to go out of my house tommorrow to run my errands.
I hope i will not rot till i very sianz. heheheheheh~
Year 2009 is ending and year 2010 is coming!!! What have i acheived in year 2009?
- A husband-to-be
- A diploma in counselling
- A more mature mind
- A more stressful life to be.... :(
In year 2010, it sounds scary as i have new expectations....
- To get my wedding shots PRETTYILY done
- To have my wedding happily held
- To be a good wife
- To get along well with my in-laws
- To maintain good r/s with my own family
- To be able to visit my hougang home twice a month
- To get a good job
- To continue my degree
- To save $ for my new house
Wow....it is the first time in my whole life that i have so many resolutions!!! Woooo!!! Pressurized sia...really...i am feeling the pressure of getting married...the pressure to be a good wife, a good daughter-in-law, a good student...Why must i be an angel all the time??? Sometimes i feel like being the demon and breaking the rules. When this mood came, i LOVE to look out for my secondary school pals. They are the craziest friends i have!!!
Beware....the demon is going to be back......
Obviously, i am a 50 50 person. Not an angel and not a demon. I need freedom and an interesting lifestyle. I am living in a VERY peaceful,mature, blessed and GUAI lifestyle ever since i meet Nick. I haven't been clubbing!!!! Ok, i should not move backwards. This is what Peiling remind me. Damn it, i am 30 years old already!!! God....I contradicts every statement i said....
cool cool cool.....what will come will come.....
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Last day of work
On my last day of work, my supervisor actually bought my chinese teacher and me both a christmas gift and treat us to lunch. Well, forgetting all the bully acts she did to me, i tried to talk to her as per normal. After the lunch, we bid goodbye and the chinese teacher is so upset to part with me as she feel that we would not meetup that often anymore. I told her that we can always meetup anytime. We have a goodbye hug and i could see her sadness in her eyes.
Although there are a lot of unplesant moments, but there are a lot of enjoyable times too when three of us worked together. We used to joke,discuss about our shopping items, exchange comments on how we dressed, exchange a lot of life stories that happened around us. But due to insensitivity, our relationship with our supervisor drifted apart. I used to treat her as a friend but not now.
Here are my last few pics of Joyhouse.
Chinese teacher and me.
Us with chinese teacher's favourite student.
My faourite student.
Christmas Day
On Christmas day, Darling and me head to Siloso beach. He has told me before that he loves to build sandcastles and i wanted to do it with him. But the thing is that he hated Sentosa. He don't like Singapore's beach as his hobby is diving and he visited so many pretty beaches before. Well, seems we are stuck in Singapore, Sentosa is the only choice right? Whenever he is unhappy, he will go grumpy. So there he is at Sentosa, being grumpy. Complaining about this and that. At first, i tolerated. Soon, i burst out and told him right at his face about his attitude. Seeing how unhappy i am, he soften down and decided to close his mouth too. This darling ahh...sometimes really very buay tahan one lei.....
We built this sunmonster!!! Darling dug a big hole from the beach.
Grumpy darling and me
Me with monster!!
darling pretending to shit in monster.
Evidence of flabby meat hanging on me.
Gosh....my large pores plus red cheeks looked like strawberries!!
Darling loved my look in this leather jacket!! Say i look very cool!!! What do you think?
New Zealand
Darling and me went to meetup his friend and family for a gathering as they just returned from New Zealand. They are already PR there.The wife, Madeline, chatted with me while Nick and her hubby chatted away. Madeline and I have a long chat about New Zealand. I have always wanted to go there since I am young! She told me about her house, her self-planted vegetables and fruits, her self-made meals with the veges and her ever-friendly-and-helpful neighbours. She told me that kiwis (citizens of New Zealands) love to chat!! They can just greet strangers and shared their day with them. When they are paying at the cashier, it is normal to spend 5 minutes talking to the cashier and the rest have to wait patiently! There is no hurry for the Kiwis! Their lives are filled with activities.They go for cycling, sight seeing and skiiing. If you are down with flu, the GP will not give you medication, you will just have to heal yourself! She love the people and lifrstyle there! But the downside is that they have to contribute 34% of their pay for taxes. Although hospitalisation is free, the taxes are to pay for hotlines, to support the elderies,sick or the ones that are not working. In New Zealand, you are either the richest or the poorest.Having said so, their income can only made ends meet. Although they love the lifestyle there,they decided to venture back to Singapore for about 4 years to earn enough money and secure a higher position back in New Zealand so that they can have a better life there. Ohh...i really wish to visit New Zealand!!!
On my last day of work, my supervisor actually bought my chinese teacher and me both a christmas gift and treat us to lunch. Well, forgetting all the bully acts she did to me, i tried to talk to her as per normal. After the lunch, we bid goodbye and the chinese teacher is so upset to part with me as she feel that we would not meetup that often anymore. I told her that we can always meetup anytime. We have a goodbye hug and i could see her sadness in her eyes.
Although there are a lot of unplesant moments, but there are a lot of enjoyable times too when three of us worked together. We used to joke,discuss about our shopping items, exchange comments on how we dressed, exchange a lot of life stories that happened around us. But due to insensitivity, our relationship with our supervisor drifted apart. I used to treat her as a friend but not now.
Here are my last few pics of Joyhouse.
Chinese teacher and me.
Us with chinese teacher's favourite student.
My faourite student.
Christmas Day
On Christmas day, Darling and me head to Siloso beach. He has told me before that he loves to build sandcastles and i wanted to do it with him. But the thing is that he hated Sentosa. He don't like Singapore's beach as his hobby is diving and he visited so many pretty beaches before. Well, seems we are stuck in Singapore, Sentosa is the only choice right? Whenever he is unhappy, he will go grumpy. So there he is at Sentosa, being grumpy. Complaining about this and that. At first, i tolerated. Soon, i burst out and told him right at his face about his attitude. Seeing how unhappy i am, he soften down and decided to close his mouth too. This darling ahh...sometimes really very buay tahan one lei.....
We built this sunmonster!!! Darling dug a big hole from the beach.
Grumpy darling and me
Me with monster!!
darling pretending to shit in monster.
Evidence of flabby meat hanging on me.
Gosh....my large pores plus red cheeks looked like strawberries!!
Darling loved my look in this leather jacket!! Say i look very cool!!! What do you think?
New Zealand
Darling and me went to meetup his friend and family for a gathering as they just returned from New Zealand. They are already PR there.The wife, Madeline, chatted with me while Nick and her hubby chatted away. Madeline and I have a long chat about New Zealand. I have always wanted to go there since I am young! She told me about her house, her self-planted vegetables and fruits, her self-made meals with the veges and her ever-friendly-and-helpful neighbours. She told me that kiwis (citizens of New Zealands) love to chat!! They can just greet strangers and shared their day with them. When they are paying at the cashier, it is normal to spend 5 minutes talking to the cashier and the rest have to wait patiently! There is no hurry for the Kiwis! Their lives are filled with activities.They go for cycling, sight seeing and skiiing. If you are down with flu, the GP will not give you medication, you will just have to heal yourself! She love the people and lifrstyle there! But the downside is that they have to contribute 34% of their pay for taxes. Although hospitalisation is free, the taxes are to pay for hotlines, to support the elderies,sick or the ones that are not working. In New Zealand, you are either the richest or the poorest.Having said so, their income can only made ends meet. Although they love the lifestyle there,they decided to venture back to Singapore for about 4 years to earn enough money and secure a higher position back in New Zealand so that they can have a better life there. Ohh...i really wish to visit New Zealand!!!
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Yesterday is the most unlucky day in year 2009!!!!
Early in the morning, i got biten by a 1 year old plus boy when i try to stop him from running. During my second class,I punished this 3 years old girl and she got so agitated and she kicked me. I warned her by saying "Can you kick a teacher?" and she stopped. These are just SMALL cases!!
In my afternoon class,i have this cute little boy who is smart by nature. He is very sleepy and actually fell asleep during my class. I allowed him to play with a puzzle and called him back to do his work. Soon, he fell asleep again. I asked him to work with the puzzle again to wake him up. Seeing that whenever i asked him to work with puzzle, he will became awake, i decided to do work with him when he is playing with the puzzle. I walked to him,sat down and told him that he need to do this first before he played. Suddenly,he grab my NEW FRAMELESS SPECTACLES that cost me 200+ and crench it in his fist and shouted "I want to sleep!!!" and he started crying. I am so shocked to see my specs twisted in his hands and i calm him down and called him to return my specs to me. He let go and when i took my specs back, he started to hit and punch me. Wow...I am totally in shock. Who knows that just a 4 years old boy can get so violent. He even started to throw his toys. As it is time for the lesson to end and i need to rush to my assignment, i got to hand him to another teacher.The teacher try to calm him down but he beat her too. i told her to leave him alone.
Feeling very angry,upset and shocked, i rushed to my nearest optical shop, hoping to get my specs fixed. The staff says that my frame is very fragile and it might broke.She told me to take my specs back to my original optical shop. So being a blind cat, i took a bus from my work place and reached my optical shop near Junction 8. The staff there say that my specs is GONE CASE!! Needs to top up 69 to get a new frame!!!! And i just bought it less than a month ago. I am so angry that i feel like crying. And i need to rush to my attachment place. How could i possibly know where to stop??? Teh staff there told me to claim the money from the parent.
I told my darling everything and he is so sweet. He went all the way down after his work to accompany me to take a bus down to marine parade for my attachment. And when i reached my attachment place,my client is not IN!!! It is the first time!!! Luckily i went to submit my assignment too. Else it would be really a waste trip!!
Today morning,the little boy's mother actually called my centre and looked for me. She got to know the incident from the chinese teacher and she apologized to me. And she offered to pay me back for my specs. I am so glad that she offered!! And when it is time for me to go home, she reached my centre with freshly self-baked muffins to apologise to me.
I am so lucky to meet such a good parent. And am so lucky to have such a good boyfriend too. :)
Early in the morning, i got biten by a 1 year old plus boy when i try to stop him from running. During my second class,I punished this 3 years old girl and she got so agitated and she kicked me. I warned her by saying "Can you kick a teacher?" and she stopped. These are just SMALL cases!!
In my afternoon class,i have this cute little boy who is smart by nature. He is very sleepy and actually fell asleep during my class. I allowed him to play with a puzzle and called him back to do his work. Soon, he fell asleep again. I asked him to work with the puzzle again to wake him up. Seeing that whenever i asked him to work with puzzle, he will became awake, i decided to do work with him when he is playing with the puzzle. I walked to him,sat down and told him that he need to do this first before he played. Suddenly,he grab my NEW FRAMELESS SPECTACLES that cost me 200+ and crench it in his fist and shouted "I want to sleep!!!" and he started crying. I am so shocked to see my specs twisted in his hands and i calm him down and called him to return my specs to me. He let go and when i took my specs back, he started to hit and punch me. Wow...I am totally in shock. Who knows that just a 4 years old boy can get so violent. He even started to throw his toys. As it is time for the lesson to end and i need to rush to my assignment, i got to hand him to another teacher.The teacher try to calm him down but he beat her too. i told her to leave him alone.
Feeling very angry,upset and shocked, i rushed to my nearest optical shop, hoping to get my specs fixed. The staff says that my frame is very fragile and it might broke.She told me to take my specs back to my original optical shop. So being a blind cat, i took a bus from my work place and reached my optical shop near Junction 8. The staff there say that my specs is GONE CASE!! Needs to top up 69 to get a new frame!!!! And i just bought it less than a month ago. I am so angry that i feel like crying. And i need to rush to my attachment place. How could i possibly know where to stop??? Teh staff there told me to claim the money from the parent.
I told my darling everything and he is so sweet. He went all the way down after his work to accompany me to take a bus down to marine parade for my attachment. And when i reached my attachment place,my client is not IN!!! It is the first time!!! Luckily i went to submit my assignment too. Else it would be really a waste trip!!
Today morning,the little boy's mother actually called my centre and looked for me. She got to know the incident from the chinese teacher and she apologized to me. And she offered to pay me back for my specs. I am so glad that she offered!! And when it is time for me to go home, she reached my centre with freshly self-baked muffins to apologise to me.
I am so lucky to meet such a good parent. And am so lucky to have such a good boyfriend too. :)
Monday, December 07, 2009
Another new item added
Went to compasspoint the other day and came across this counter, Laneige. Was attracted by Song Hui Qiao face so i just went in and asked if they sell any items that can help us sculpt our face. The promoter tells me that they don't have but they have product that can even out our skintone, moisturize and highlight it. So she show me this little item. It has two products in one bottle.The one on top is a highlighter balm and the liquid in the bottle is its makeup base.
She told me that Koreans emphasis on this a lot as they like natural and very well polished look. It is applied after our usual skincare routine and before our makeup. So she tried this product on one half of my face.The texture is light. It really evens out my skin tones as i have some redness at the side of my cheeks. It covers up my dark eye outer corner too! And it's highlighter balm on top helps me highlight my face so that my features can looked more define. Am very pleased with the result and so, i am owning this now. :)
Snow Crystal Dual Base with SPF22/PA+ in PINK from LANEIGE
If you are interested to know more, click here
Am also finishing up my last assignment on my course now. I felt glad, contented and looked back at my times in ECU. I really enjoy my class and my companions there. I have a wonderful class who gave treats all the time. Our snacks would always be some bread bought by our caring course mates. The classroom is always filled with giggles from our classmates and lecturers when we held a discussion. I could say that this is the most wonderful course i have studied. One of my course mates shared that this course saves her marriage. I have never regretted studying this. And i hope i can bring what i learn to help the unfortunates out there...mainly children...or families of children who are in need. This will be my next goal. My resolution for year 2010.
Went to compasspoint the other day and came across this counter, Laneige. Was attracted by Song Hui Qiao face so i just went in and asked if they sell any items that can help us sculpt our face. The promoter tells me that they don't have but they have product that can even out our skintone, moisturize and highlight it. So she show me this little item. It has two products in one bottle.The one on top is a highlighter balm and the liquid in the bottle is its makeup base.
She told me that Koreans emphasis on this a lot as they like natural and very well polished look. It is applied after our usual skincare routine and before our makeup. So she tried this product on one half of my face.The texture is light. It really evens out my skin tones as i have some redness at the side of my cheeks. It covers up my dark eye outer corner too! And it's highlighter balm on top helps me highlight my face so that my features can looked more define. Am very pleased with the result and so, i am owning this now. :)
Snow Crystal Dual Base with SPF22/PA+ in PINK from LANEIGE
If you are interested to know more, click here
Am also finishing up my last assignment on my course now. I felt glad, contented and looked back at my times in ECU. I really enjoy my class and my companions there. I have a wonderful class who gave treats all the time. Our snacks would always be some bread bought by our caring course mates. The classroom is always filled with giggles from our classmates and lecturers when we held a discussion. I could say that this is the most wonderful course i have studied. One of my course mates shared that this course saves her marriage. I have never regretted studying this. And i hope i can bring what i learn to help the unfortunates out there...mainly children...or families of children who are in need. This will be my next goal. My resolution for year 2010.
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Have been getting my new collection of makeup after my "makeup-house-cleaning". I have eyeshadows, concealer, mascara and lipsticks that have been with me for YEARS. Recently, have a conversation with my pals about maintenance of our skin. One of my friends actually said that makeup can only last for two years!! I went home and took a look at my drawer of makeup. Wow, i really need to do a cleanup!!!
Noticed that i have been using slightly more expensive makeup now. Some of them are proudly sponsored by my darling.
Jessie, Joyce and Guizhen bought me a foundation powder from Kose for my birthday. It is from the new range and is called Esprique Precious. The powder coverage is good but it feels quite light on the skin. The girls actually bought the special edition cover for me so it is much more pretty than this! The cover has pink diamonds at the bottom. :)
This product name is called Dramatic stay Pact UV EX from Esprique Precious.
As for eyeshadow, i have been loving this product from Kose too.I bought Black and purple. I am not suitable for the purple series and am loving its black series! :)
It is Fasio Gradation Deep eyes series.
As for mascara, i got this from recommendation from Lao Shi at my work place.
It is more natural and does not cause lumpy eyelashes even when you apply a few more layers.
As for blusher, i just bought this from shu umera this weekend. It is actually the same color from my usual rosy cheek color!! The salesgirl actually helped me to apply powder on my face first and with this cheek color again and it looked very natural. No more fake looking cheeks when i have my makeup on. :)
This is blusher in the shade of peach 47.
I just bought a brown eyeliner from Red Earth too. Will not flaunt about it as i have not tried the results yet. I have all along been very scared to apply eyeliner but i am going for my bridal shoots very soon!! Therefore, i went home and try to apply eyeliner myself and it is not as scary as it seems. Hope i will "behave well" when others apply makeup for me!
God, do i sounds like a promoter? OK, end of my vanity post!! :)
Noticed that i have been using slightly more expensive makeup now. Some of them are proudly sponsored by my darling.
Jessie, Joyce and Guizhen bought me a foundation powder from Kose for my birthday. It is from the new range and is called Esprique Precious. The powder coverage is good but it feels quite light on the skin. The girls actually bought the special edition cover for me so it is much more pretty than this! The cover has pink diamonds at the bottom. :)
This product name is called Dramatic stay Pact UV EX from Esprique Precious.
As for eyeshadow, i have been loving this product from Kose too.I bought Black and purple. I am not suitable for the purple series and am loving its black series! :)
It is Fasio Gradation Deep eyes series.
As for mascara, i got this from recommendation from Lao Shi at my work place.
It is more natural and does not cause lumpy eyelashes even when you apply a few more layers.
As for blusher, i just bought this from shu umera this weekend. It is actually the same color from my usual rosy cheek color!! The salesgirl actually helped me to apply powder on my face first and with this cheek color again and it looked very natural. No more fake looking cheeks when i have my makeup on. :)
This is blusher in the shade of peach 47.
I just bought a brown eyeliner from Red Earth too. Will not flaunt about it as i have not tried the results yet. I have all along been very scared to apply eyeliner but i am going for my bridal shoots very soon!! Therefore, i went home and try to apply eyeliner myself and it is not as scary as it seems. Hope i will "behave well" when others apply makeup for me!
God, do i sounds like a promoter? OK, end of my vanity post!! :)
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